
To start this year wasn’t easy at all. Like I said at the first post of this blog, I had to change everything about my life, the city, the house, the people who lives with me, and the rhythm of life. This last semester has been more intensive than the first, but it’s full of good memories and important things learned that will be useful to me for the rest of my life. Although, I blame myself for being lazy this year, specially the second semester, and get a lot of things without any effort. It is comfortably by now, but it’s no good to the future if I get used to be like that.
Bad feelings, good people
Those are the reasons because I evaluate this year like a good year by the personal side but bad in terms of studies, even if my grades don’t say the same. I feel that I haven’t learned things about the discipline the same as my classmates who had strained all the year, even if they have the same grades as me. It makes me feel good if I think in comfort and tells me that I have skills for this, but it’s not fear and, finally, I won’t be at the average level of anthropologists.
But that isn’t all. Personally, I have known a lot of beautiful people and I have made really good friendships which had served me a lot when I was troubled. Lately, I’ve been feeling really bad with the place where I live, and sometimes I don’t have the strength and the energy to still fighting, but my friends have been always with me making me law, giving me hugs and making me feel beloved =) that’s sooooo important when you woke up in the morning and feel like shocked by a truck. My boyfriend’s help has been vitally too. I always say that without his words and his constantly support, I would back home the first week of the year. Nothing has been easy, but everything serves like good experiences that makes me stronger and prepares me to affront anything in the future =)
Conclusion
Like the life, this year has been full of bad and good things. It’s different than any year that I lived before, because this has been the most intensive, but I’m happy for living this, because it’s what I’ve chosen for me. Even if at the start I felt like wanting to scream and run away, it has been good to chose to stay and wait with open arms everything that life has prepared to me. I don’t feel sorry for anything, and I think that’s EVER the most important when you chose to get risk in your life =)
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Evelyn
I love you
Hope you never change
toodles loseeeeeeer
Awwwwwww Eve my lovely whore, you can always count on me!
I hope everything gets better!!!
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