martes, 11 de agosto de 2009

New city, new life...

2009 has been a really decisive year of my life. I came from Concepcion, the city where I lived the last 11 years, to Santiago, a really different city, away from my parents, my friends and this life to which I was accustomed to living. Now I’m living with my grandmother, a single woman (a little angry) who I never met sufficient, and who I never liked very much. But I accepted the challenge just because I was convinced for what I want for my life, and I wanted to fight to get it. The first two months where the most difficult. Many times I wanted to back home, I felt alone and wasn’t sure about the career. Was there when some people from the city where I came from, started to told me things like “I told you”, “why did you decide to study that when you could study even medicine?” comments like those made me feel weak and to think that this situation couldn’t continue. So, I started to straining much more, and to trust in some people who met here, in Santiago. That’s when I noticed that I wasn’t alone, and that other persons were feeling things similar to mine... people like Arenita, Karla, Rengo, where decisive in that moment. Later appeared more people like Ale, Naty, Pauly, Baterflai, Pato (a friend from psychology), who started to made happier every day here in Santiago :) now, I doubt sometimes about what to do, if I will continue this way or if I will change to other career, but there is a thing that I know... I’m not lonely anymore :) and about my grandma... things still being hard, but maybe not so much as the beginning... anyway, I still wanting to move next year, but that is a thing that we’ll see in the future :D

3 comentarios:

Dany =) dijo...

well.... i did not know all that, but anywhere are trustworthy persons, so i'm happy that you fell less lonely.

good luck, and not everything we made is what we realy want.. only time will tell us what to do
=)

Naty dijo...

you rock Eve!!!

good luck with everything!
and remember...you're not alone!

Sandra dijo...

oh! it really touched me!
we have felt practicaly the same!
you know you're not alone, i'll always be there for you as you'll be for me.
love you.

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